* Spark of Creation *

heyy

So yeah, scratch that, I'm WAYY past jealousy. I'm not even sure why I was jealous.

Looking at colleges last night with Heather - - my goodness, there's so much to be worried about! For starters, knowing what the heck they're talking about... I'm almost certain i'm college-retarded.

So... yeah, and I also told her about something I found out about on Christmas Eve (thanks bunches, Nick) and... she thinks I should go for it... weirdo.

I think I might go for it.

And I figure I know who he likes. It sure as heck isn't anyone I know too well.


All signs point towards "It'll absolutely work, you're stupid not to do it, and it's wonderful!".


But I've always been bad with road signs.


more later,
<3 em.

Posted by emma at 4:11 PM | Permalink | Comments

heyy

Ahh I'm so weird.

So we have all this holiday shopping to do, and i'm WAY WAY behind. It's terrible.

I feel really bad because not only did I miss JD's party friday, but i missed the dance friday too - for Harmony.

But i guess it's for the best - I would've had to choose between the party and the dance... but i'd sorta been obligated to the dance since November, so...

Anyway, yeah, I tried out for the school show - Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. They split the Narrator part in three, and i got a third :-P . And, hahaa, i told Mr. McMahon, because I figured he'd like to know. He always seems interested in what Hammonton is doing :-).
So i told him, and he asked me who the other thirds were. I told him Gina Gendrachi and he said "Oh, this is her second year!" ... and i was like, "what?" and he said "Yeah, Jojo casted her as 1/4 of the Narrator at Winslow Middle" (when i went and saw it!). Isn't that funny? That was the year steve played Joseph. Too funny. ahhh..


Woah, and yeah, i've decided I'm a lot weirder than people give me credit for. I'm really weird, and really very jealous of, like, everyone and everything. I'm jealous for things i want, and even jealous for things i'm very consciously aware that i don't want. It's weird.

I'm weird.


Anyway, this may be the last time I write before Christmas - so Merry Christmas!

<3

Posted by emma at 6:56 AM | Permalink | Comments

heyy

omgosh the Hop was last night, 7-11, December 3rd, 2005.

I started getting ready at1:00, and by ten of six, i still wasn't ready.

I was a ditzy, nervous wreck.

Got to Matt's house, took a million pictures, hated them, left for KerriBrooke's (which i've decided, of course, is one word).

Took MORE pictures, ew, and went inside.

Found Kate and Grasso and Matt and AnG and Jackie and Tim (hilarious!).

Slow danced, really... nice.

went to applebee's, got a virgin mudslide. yum.


had a really fun time at the hop... it went by wayyyyyy too fast. i was really really bummed when it was over.

I'd say more, but.... :-D.



<3 emma

P.s. - - It SNOWED last night.

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