The Same Old Thing
heyy
so much on my mind.. geez
for one, they cancelled school for ABSOLUTELY no reason at all.... i hate that...
and now we have to make up all the tests and junk on monday, which i can't do.. cause i have a preview at the elementary school....
however, that could be good... spending time with the cast, and whatnot :-P
in other news, my love life... it's so funny - i'm not gonna elaborate here, because i've tried three times now, and every time i try, it comes out stuck up.
It's good and bad, that's the only summary i can give.
In even further news, oh boy... where to start? on thursday, which i guess was yesterday, i left an entry... which i guess someone saw and got all defensive, and apologized, and cleared their name, and... it was a big nothing.. that became a big something, but it's over...
They're so entertaining at times, this person. I've known them for a couple of years, maybe only really one... but it feels longer. Anyway, in the first year that i knew them, they were so... well, they were so.... i can't find a word, but i can describe instances. There was this one time, where i did something, i can't even remember what, and they held this huge grudge, and acted like i was Satan, hating to that degree... then the next day, i was an angel in their eyes, and everything was fine.
Another time, we worked on a school thing together. But it wasn't just the two of us. There were two other girls involved, and we had to be all together to work on it. Well, this person was never able to meet, and kept calling me overly-controlling. So i backed away, and simultaneously, my schedule got busy. So i'd get phonecalls on my machine... "You never want to work, you never want to get together. Well i want you to do (this this and this). This is not a request!"
Now, this year, somehow i'm the bad guy. To them , i cause all the problems, and i get too angry too fast. Did they ever maybe consider that this might be, unitentionally on my part, a dose of thier own medicine?
I'm not one to hold grudges. I don't really care about what happened yesterday, i've already forgotten, for all intents and purposes.
I wish they'd stop complaining like they're always a victim.
Cause that's really not the way it's working.
And the "deliverer" she's so angry at... was defending me...
I praise him for his efforts.
So i don't understand. (This next sentence is sarcasm.) Please don't help me to understand, that won't help the situation.
Okay, sarcasm over.
No hard feelings, i don't care, just drop it. Really, i don't like to be angry, and i'm not.
I hope that person isn't angry with me, either.
so much on my mind.. geez
for one, they cancelled school for ABSOLUTELY no reason at all.... i hate that...
and now we have to make up all the tests and junk on monday, which i can't do.. cause i have a preview at the elementary school....
however, that could be good... spending time with the cast, and whatnot :-P
in other news, my love life... it's so funny - i'm not gonna elaborate here, because i've tried three times now, and every time i try, it comes out stuck up.
It's good and bad, that's the only summary i can give.
In even further news, oh boy... where to start? on thursday, which i guess was yesterday, i left an entry... which i guess someone saw and got all defensive, and apologized, and cleared their name, and... it was a big nothing.. that became a big something, but it's over...
They're so entertaining at times, this person. I've known them for a couple of years, maybe only really one... but it feels longer. Anyway, in the first year that i knew them, they were so... well, they were so.... i can't find a word, but i can describe instances. There was this one time, where i did something, i can't even remember what, and they held this huge grudge, and acted like i was Satan, hating to that degree... then the next day, i was an angel in their eyes, and everything was fine.
Another time, we worked on a school thing together. But it wasn't just the two of us. There were two other girls involved, and we had to be all together to work on it. Well, this person was never able to meet, and kept calling me overly-controlling. So i backed away, and simultaneously, my schedule got busy. So i'd get phonecalls on my machine... "You never want to work, you never want to get together. Well i want you to do (this this and this). This is not a request!"
Now, this year, somehow i'm the bad guy. To them , i cause all the problems, and i get too angry too fast. Did they ever maybe consider that this might be, unitentionally on my part, a dose of thier own medicine?
I'm not one to hold grudges. I don't really care about what happened yesterday, i've already forgotten, for all intents and purposes.
I wish they'd stop complaining like they're always a victim.
Cause that's really not the way it's working.
And the "deliverer" she's so angry at... was defending me...
I praise him for his efforts.
So i don't understand. (This next sentence is sarcasm.) Please don't help me to understand, that won't help the situation.
Okay, sarcasm over.
No hard feelings, i don't care, just drop it. Really, i don't like to be angry, and i'm not.
I hope that person isn't angry with me, either.