Ew.
I really don't want to go to school today.
School today involves a half day, possibly a pep rally, missing bio, sitting through select (which isn't bad at all.. so that really shouldn't be on this list), and feeling like crap...
..Because i just threw up really, really.... a lot.
I feel really sick. I'm going to come to school anyway, but i'm really really sick. And i'll have to pass up all the cookies and cake and junk... because i'm too nauseated to eat anything right now... or later.
mm... i hope that thing works out from last entry. She uh.. never really explained, after she told me she would, because it was late and she was tired.
So i guess i'll just follow along with what she wants me to do... which would be to put as much distance today between me and one of my closest friends, that only got to be that way because we have every single class together.
So yeah... time to break off the old companionship for a friendship that i know will get screwed up again anyway, like it does all the time.
hm... yeah maybe that sounds really dumb. Why would i throw a friendship away for some other friend who ALWAYS treats me like crap?/... hm maybe i should rethink all that.
I think i've resolved. I'm going to go ahead and do what i want because it's not at all what she thinks it is. She's going to have to understand that i have friends, good ones, and i intend to keep them. If that bothers her, she ought to tell me why. Then, maybe, i can bring it up with the good friend who i almost just decided to rid myself of.
Good thing i'm not one to make quick, brash decisions.
...yeah.
School today involves a half day, possibly a pep rally, missing bio, sitting through select (which isn't bad at all.. so that really shouldn't be on this list), and feeling like crap...
..Because i just threw up really, really.... a lot.
I feel really sick. I'm going to come to school anyway, but i'm really really sick. And i'll have to pass up all the cookies and cake and junk... because i'm too nauseated to eat anything right now... or later.
mm... i hope that thing works out from last entry. She uh.. never really explained, after she told me she would, because it was late and she was tired.
So i guess i'll just follow along with what she wants me to do... which would be to put as much distance today between me and one of my closest friends, that only got to be that way because we have every single class together.
So yeah... time to break off the old companionship for a friendship that i know will get screwed up again anyway, like it does all the time.
hm... yeah maybe that sounds really dumb. Why would i throw a friendship away for some other friend who ALWAYS treats me like crap?/... hm maybe i should rethink all that.
I think i've resolved. I'm going to go ahead and do what i want because it's not at all what she thinks it is. She's going to have to understand that i have friends, good ones, and i intend to keep them. If that bothers her, she ought to tell me why. Then, maybe, i can bring it up with the good friend who i almost just decided to rid myself of.
Good thing i'm not one to make quick, brash decisions.
...yeah.