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Hypocrite?

I'm excited, angry, upset, and happy all at the same thing.

Geez, i'm complicated at times, and i don't even mean to be,

But i hate this . i screwed up big time.

And everything from a couple of entries ago about chasing love (titled "aaugh", i think) ? i take that all back. It's a wonderful philosophy, but i'm ditching it for the time being.

This is just bigger than that.

It's different now. I'm on the brink of something huge, and i'm not letting it get away.

(I love you too).

~emma