Guilty?
heyy
You know, i think i've come to a weird ... halt in the path of "I know what I'm doing!"ness.
I totally thought i could brush things aside and make them happen/worry about them later. But it turns out that that's competely impossible.
It turns out, you see, i wind up feeling guilty over things i HAVEN'T said and i HAVEN'T done, opposed to things i've said and done already.
I also heard some very scary gossip from Garret (should that make me worried? it was garret, after all =P) about something... that the whole rest of the gosh darn band knows that i don't. So me and a particular someone... we're gonna have a little chat about what's going around behind me.
Not to say that anyone's talking about me, that's not it.
It just turns out (and i didn't know this until today) i have a HUGE "library" (hahaa sarahh) to pick from.
I have a favorite author.. but i'm afraid that if i write my report on him, it'll... get me a failing grade.
And i think a "coauthor" is reappearing... that ... could be a very good thing.. but... it could spell disaster for my current favorite author, as well as my feelings.
If no one is understanding this crazy library metaphor, it's okay... i only really expect Sarah to get it.
Everyone else can just figure it out.
For Pollock and Luisiana, all i can say it... as much as i hate the song "hakuna matata"... *it's stuck in my head like crazyyyy*
^^haha, outsiders, try and get THAT one :-P
um... and, oh yeah... MY JAZZ SHOES CAME IN!! hurray for jazz shoes!
And my jacket, and my white-and-black shirt....
and we tried on formal tops sunday!
it's been a good weekend.
<3 emma
You know, i think i've come to a weird ... halt in the path of "I know what I'm doing!"ness.
I totally thought i could brush things aside and make them happen/worry about them later. But it turns out that that's competely impossible.
It turns out, you see, i wind up feeling guilty over things i HAVEN'T said and i HAVEN'T done, opposed to things i've said and done already.
I also heard some very scary gossip from Garret (should that make me worried? it was garret, after all =P) about something... that the whole rest of the gosh darn band knows that i don't. So me and a particular someone... we're gonna have a little chat about what's going around behind me.
Not to say that anyone's talking about me, that's not it.
It just turns out (and i didn't know this until today) i have a HUGE "library" (hahaa sarahh) to pick from.
I have a favorite author.. but i'm afraid that if i write my report on him, it'll... get me a failing grade.
And i think a "coauthor" is reappearing... that ... could be a very good thing.. but... it could spell disaster for my current favorite author, as well as my feelings.
If no one is understanding this crazy library metaphor, it's okay... i only really expect Sarah to get it.
Everyone else can just figure it out.
For Pollock and Luisiana, all i can say it... as much as i hate the song "hakuna matata"... *it's stuck in my head like crazyyyy*
^^haha, outsiders, try and get THAT one :-P
um... and, oh yeah... MY JAZZ SHOES CAME IN!! hurray for jazz shoes!
And my jacket, and my white-and-black shirt....
and we tried on formal tops sunday!
it's been a good weekend.
<3 emma