Ughh!
heyy heyy - -
yeah, well, today was interesting...
Rehearsal at the high school. painted corn. it was nice, but it turned my hand yellow...
... then i had harmony... that was nice too!
yay for having a soloooo :-)
and... omgosh, ew, i'm sooooo stupid.
I'm soooo stupid for thinking... well, for thinking this time would be different.
What was i doing? don't i remember... don't i remember all those other times, it always happening this way?!
well, i suppose this is my fault.
I'll just have to... wait it out, like all the other times.
I'm just so mad that i didn't see this coming.
Heck, i should write a book on ignoring vicious cycles...
But that doesn't mean my opinion has changed. I still feel the way i do, just... even more frusterated.
I've completely isolated myself, ... yeah, i did it. it's my fault, really.
Because i should've known.
... yeah.
yeah, well, today was interesting...
Rehearsal at the high school. painted corn. it was nice, but it turned my hand yellow...
... then i had harmony... that was nice too!
yay for having a soloooo :-)
and... omgosh, ew, i'm sooooo stupid.
I'm soooo stupid for thinking... well, for thinking this time would be different.
What was i doing? don't i remember... don't i remember all those other times, it always happening this way?!
well, i suppose this is my fault.
I'll just have to... wait it out, like all the other times.
I'm just so mad that i didn't see this coming.
Heck, i should write a book on ignoring vicious cycles...
But that doesn't mean my opinion has changed. I still feel the way i do, just... even more frusterated.
I've completely isolated myself, ... yeah, i did it. it's my fault, really.
Because i should've known.
... yeah.