Trying So Hard
Well, that last entry DID NOT work out the way i planned it would.
It just isn't fair.. why should i take all the apologies from her... and really try to understand and accept... if she's not going to cooperate?
I'm sore... but i forgave her... and understand where she's coming from... I even apologized to her... but i've tried to actually be friendly in public... she wouldn't look at me!
I just don't understand the deeply rooted rivalry <<((charlie brown!)>> we have.
Grr... that makes me soo mad! But... i'm not going to be mad at her... if i ever want her to talk to me again, then i'll stay collected... and not hostile.
But why?
Why should i try so hard if i know i won't see any results?
It just isn't fair.. why should i take all the apologies from her... and really try to understand and accept... if she's not going to cooperate?
I'm sore... but i forgave her... and understand where she's coming from... I even apologized to her... but i've tried to actually be friendly in public... she wouldn't look at me!
I just don't understand the deeply rooted rivalry <<((charlie brown!)>> we have.
Grr... that makes me soo mad! But... i'm not going to be mad at her... if i ever want her to talk to me again, then i'll stay collected... and not hostile.
But why?
Why should i try so hard if i know i won't see any results?