There's physical pain, and then there's love
heyy there....
ughh my foot's not right again... hurts to walk... oh well, most of the school day is sitting, and i'm sitting now...
but NY didn't help.. not that i would've traded it for time to sit... we were sitting a lot then too, and those shows were so incredible! so i'm glad i went..
but omgosh i had two packs of gum on saturday... and i didn't know they added phenylalanine to Wrigley's. And i had the worst chest pain of my life. And the next couple of days I felt so full.... and now the feeling's gone, and i'm hungry from not eating... so i pigged out today :-P
I love the music from rent. I can't help it.
And i'm sorta looking forward to the songwriting business coming this week. It should be fun.. working with matt on a song... heck it'll be intimidating, but i'll get through it. :-D
I'm in such doubt. I know i say it all the time, but i really don' t believe that's how they feel. I mean, it's always been a lie, why should this be any different? i'm so afraid of getting my hopes up... i'm so afraid of getting hurt again.
I guess that's life...
Life's really mean.
Maybe that's why carmen's failing it :-D he says he's happy, but i know the truth :-D
Can't wait for that bonfire, jeff =P
and... yupp, that's all the random comments left.
~emma
ughh my foot's not right again... hurts to walk... oh well, most of the school day is sitting, and i'm sitting now...
but NY didn't help.. not that i would've traded it for time to sit... we were sitting a lot then too, and those shows were so incredible! so i'm glad i went..
but omgosh i had two packs of gum on saturday... and i didn't know they added phenylalanine to Wrigley's. And i had the worst chest pain of my life. And the next couple of days I felt so full.... and now the feeling's gone, and i'm hungry from not eating... so i pigged out today :-P
I love the music from rent. I can't help it.
And i'm sorta looking forward to the songwriting business coming this week. It should be fun.. working with matt on a song... heck it'll be intimidating, but i'll get through it. :-D
I'm in such doubt. I know i say it all the time, but i really don' t believe that's how they feel. I mean, it's always been a lie, why should this be any different? i'm so afraid of getting my hopes up... i'm so afraid of getting hurt again.
I guess that's life...
Life's really mean.
Maybe that's why carmen's failing it :-D he says he's happy, but i know the truth :-D
Can't wait for that bonfire, jeff =P
and... yupp, that's all the random comments left.
~emma